Deep Sea

The morning light can shine bright sometimes

Without words, I heard the sound of the waves as if the meaning of my memories is being tested

I’ll move on, just watch me doing it

So repeatedly I’m telling to myself “I won’t regret to them”

That’s how I thought… “Admiration, going forward, future”… “Despair, loss, separation”…

Running away from the sea of endless sadness

Even if the entire world drowns in the wild sea

I’m sure I’ll hear your voice… “It’ll be ok” “Let’s go back to home”

Even if the entire world stands against me, I’ll still look straight ahead with you

All my hopes gather into to attack and exploit

She was so splendid but now it’s all in the past

She never gave up hope even till the end

Only the sea knows so I won’t forget

Even if it’s sealed away behind the locked doors I’ll break them… Just watch me

So foolish, I won’t repeat this tragedy, I won’t be tie down by those words

“A glimmer, the blue sky, hopes”… “Failure, the sea bed, rest”

I’ll escape the sea of endless tears even if my entire being disappears into the past

I’m sure I’ll always stand up even if it will “all change someday”

And even if my entire being was nothing more than an illusion

Even still this miracle of a world we lived in comes into attack filled with prayers and cries out

Even if the world fades into the deep sea I won’t forget you

Even if the world drowns in the wild sea I’ll search for you

“It’ll be ok” “Let’s go back to home” you say but…

“Don’t worry” “We can change” but right now…

“We’re moving ahead” “We can do this” but still…

All of it is a lie! It ends with this!  All of it it’s wrong!

Even if everything I know drowns in the deep sea and I sink even deeper

All of my memories fade into the wild sea and disappear into the light

And even if the entire world drowns in the deep sea

I’m sure I’ll hear your voice “It’ll be ok” Let’s go back to home”

And as long as you’ll come back someday

Yes, I will keep going on…

In the end, this wish of mine will escape the sea and sails towards the future